Love ME ? Then Take Me For WHO i am --"

Suddenly I felt something wrong deep in my heart , what it is actually ? Ouhh No , again and again ? Kenapa ye aku rase mcm nie , te-tiba plak tue ? I don't want to think this way but I have to , I felt like (".) doesn't like me at all , doesn't love me too & cannot understand me well , Is (".) love , like & want me for reason or what ? Even (".) love me , (".) still looks like cannot blah la dengan lifestyle aku , Hmm , I try to avoid from thinking negative but this is what I got , It still the same , even it from positive thinking , I do love you , but why must now i realise about all this ? maybe because we're always together ? Hmm , I worried you're not going to love and care about me like the way I love and care about you , Its might hurting me later , Sumpah nak nangis doe , aku serius nie , tak main main , mmg lah sometimes aku nie GILA selalu jer main main time orang lain serius , Hmm , futhermore , your style different with your %* before , I'm not like them , I can't do thing that easily other people do , That worry me the most , I worry you cannot accept that thing .

Moreover when you said you just like don't have any @#$%^&*~ , Yes , the truth is I am touching when I hear that , but I just act like nothing happen and acting cool but inside there I'm not ! I'm not cool and i'm not gonna be chill , OMG that hurt , thats why I don't want partner in my life , because I worried they will say something like this like the way you use to say to me , Donce you know ? I'm not like other person lifestyle , sometimes yes or maybe , but for sure it not for always , If you really love me and want me , take me for who I am , Do not give any excuse , any conclusion , or anything , because you will equate me with your %# lifestyle , I hate it , grr , If fallin in love is that hard , can i just stop all this thing and go focus with my life ? I just wanna ask you 1 thing ,

Ques : Do you really love , like , care and need me ??

If your answer is YES then take me for who I am please ? Stop making me feel like this , Stop making me write all this nonsense thing , Its sucks ! Can't you see i'm crying like a baby whose lost their toy now ??? Can you ?? No isn't it ? I do know why people always said I'm not like others , I'm special then others , then if I am like that why (".) still can say that (".) just like don't have any @#$%^&* ?? Ya , I like it the most , Too like it , kan ?? Thats y la aku TULIS semua nie kan ? Mmg best kan ? Grr ~ Aku takkan dapat paham orang yang takkan paham CARA aku , please please & please TAKE ME FOR WHO I AM , just like the way you talking fore this ? Is that hard ? If it yes , then leave me alone T_T

My says :

This is P&C , If you interested to read then just read , don't comment anything because I'm going to fuck you fastly , arggh ! This is WARNING -.- Don't being double zero digit IQ dummy ok ? Its annoying !

Perfect love song for today : Gio-Bila Cinta / Peterpan-Semua tentang KITA

Timing : 6.00 a.m

How can i get someone with this AWESOME hair ?

OMG , thts all i can say just like what usher said HAHA , i fall in love with this hair ! Oh man , help me please , where can i get someone with this hair ? Uww cute lah , HAHA i like that , bila lah agak nye nak dapat buah haty genji mcm nie ? ayayayaya ! grr mintak pelik2 mmg tak dapat lah jeb , HAHHA bengong aku nie . tp serious aku cinta mati dengan MAMAT kat ats nie , dgn rambut2 dye sekali , HAHHAA aaaaaarrgghhhh tension dah nie tak dapat rambut cam gitu ! hahhaa bodo amat ! tade kerja lain ker aku nie huh ? psssttt huudoo . HAHA rascal ! Aww i love LEE MINHO laaa :)

♥ Santek nye dyea ♥

No MORE hiding who i WANNABE :)

I LOVE PARIS HILTON <3

I love PARIS HILTON style & fashion , she is so hott baby ! I wannabe like her , from head to toe of course , She always with her big sunglasses everywhere she go , OMG thats so cool , Even she's tall , she still wear high heels , she don't care what people gonna say about her , to her it is a style , so what ? Ouh god help me to be like her , to wear something exactly like her , aww i'm crazy on her now !!!

Aboy Lmfo a.k.a sialancau ♥

: Siapakah ini ? HAHA

: I love HIM , you knoe ?

: YOU love HIM too ? If you're not his mother , father , sista , grandmom , grandad , uncle , auntie , cousin I rather kill you then . HAHA

: I miss HIM , do YOU miss HIM too ? Fuck to YOU !

: I want HIM , YOU want HIM too ? Take it if YOU enough BRAVE ! I shoot your FACE then .

: He's MINE , is HIM yours ? Penampar NAK ?

: Usher Junior , Yeahh man AHAHAHA !

: Sayumm dyea even he's still a KID ♥♥♥

p/s : JOKING sayang , HAHA I knoe you a strong boy/man kan sayang ? <>

hee ♥

Guys IMY ♥

: Weyy rindu rindu rindu rindu !

Suddenly teringat , mcam ape jelahhh -,- ntah korang ingt ke tak lah kan ? hmmm , adoii nak demam lol wey ;'( nie pon dah flu skit2 ~ haihhhhh *sigh

Benci lah aku dengan sekoq mamat nie , weyy bodo lah KAU ! sombong ngn aku kan sekalang?tamaw kwn kau la bobo ! Jahat budak jahat ! benci kau , jahat jahat jahat ! bobo SNOB ! ERR SNOB gila babi !!!! haihhhh ! semua nak snob ngn aku sekalang kan ? so fucking asshole la weyyy ;( korang JAHAT !!

p/s : R.I.N.D.U oke ke TAKPE ?

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu -,-

Something yg kita ade tak mungkin kekal selama nye ,

Selagi ape yg kita ade tue ade bersama kita sayangilah ia sepenuh hati , jage lah dye mcm mane kita jage diri kita , andai kata tuhan mintak atau tarik nikmat tue , ape yg korang rase ? rase rugi sbb tak jage n syg bnde tue sepenuh hati ? mase tue dah tak guna , tayah la nak pk2 lg , kenape sbb ape semua la . hmm , eventhough awk tak ingt kat saya , tp sy ingt kat awk , sbb nye , sy penah susa senang bersama dgn awk , awk dah kenal semua family sy , cuma kita takde jodoh . hmm tp tak salah kawan kan ? tapi sekarang saye ade BF , saye kena sayang dye , sye tanak kecewakan dye mcm mane awk kecewakan sye dulu , perit sgt rasenye awk , awk tak rase , sy tanak buat dye mcm mane awk buat dkt sye . kesian dyea awak ;( , naseb baik lah sy ni tabah org nye , sbb sye ni maseh punye haty yg mampu bersabar jer awak tahu tak ? nampak je saye tak kesah mcm nie , tp hati saye ??? luka seribu rindu plus maseh berdarah awk tahu tak ? adeeessss !!!! mati mati ,

p/s : Hey YOU !

I Love YOU when YOU love ME , I think about YOU when YOU forget ME , I always THERE for YOU when YOU dump ME -,-"