Suddenly I felt something wrong deep in my heart , what it is actually ? Ouhh No , again and again ? Kenapa ye aku rase mcm nie , te-tiba plak tue ? I don't want to think this way but I have to , I felt like (".) doesn't like me at all , doesn't love me too & cannot understand me well , Is (".) love , like & want me for reason or what ? Even (".) love me , (".) still looks like cannot blah la dengan lifestyle aku , Hmm , I try to avoid from thinking negative but this is what I got , It still the same , even it from positive thinking , I do love you , but why must now i realise about all this ? maybe because we're always together ? Hmm , I worried you're not going to love and care about me like the way I love and care about you , Its might hurting me later , Sumpah nak nangis doe , aku serius nie , tak main main , mmg lah sometimes aku nie GILA selalu jer main main time orang lain serius , Hmm , futhermore , your style different with your %* before , I'm not like them , I can't do thing that easily other people do , That worry me the most , I worry you cannot accept that thing .
Moreover when you said you just like don't have any @#$%^&*~ , Yes , the truth is I am touching when I hear that , but I just act like nothing happen and acting cool but inside there I'm not ! I'm not cool and i'm not gonna be chill , OMG that hurt , thats why I don't want partner in my life , because I worried they will say something like this like the way you use to say to me , Donce you know ? I'm not like other person lifestyle , sometimes yes or maybe , but for sure it not for always , If you really love me and want me , take me for who I am , Do not give any excuse , any conclusion , or anything , because you will equate me with your %# lifestyle , I hate it , grr , If fallin in love is that hard , can i just stop all this thing and go focus with my life ? I just wanna ask you 1 thing ,
Ques : Do you really love , like , care and need me ??
If your answer is YES then take me for who I am please ? Stop making me feel like this , Stop making me write all this nonsense thing , Its sucks ! Can't you see i'm crying like a baby whose lost their toy now ??? Can you ?? No isn't it ? I do know why people always said I'm not like others , I'm special then others , then if I am like that why (".) still can say that (".) just like don't have any @#$%^&* ?? Ya , I like it the most , Too like it , kan ?? Thats y la aku TULIS semua nie kan ? Mmg best kan ? Grr ~ Aku takkan dapat paham orang yang takkan paham CARA aku , please please & please TAKE ME FOR WHO I AM , just like the way you talking fore this ? Is that hard ? If it yes , then leave me alone T_T
My says :
This is P&C , If you interested to read then just read , don't comment anything because I'm going to fuck you fastly , arggh ! This is WARNING -.- Don't being double zero digit IQ dummy ok ? Its annoying !
Perfect love song for today : Gio-Bila Cinta / Peterpan-Semua tentang KITA
Timing : 6.00 a.m
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